PENGALAMAN ITU PERIT YAKNI MENYAKITKAN

Kuntuman rindu terhadap blog ini selalu mekar.
Cuma taklah selalu mewangi.
Kalau mewangi, I update entri hari hari dah. HEHE

Dulu, masa undergrad, selaaaaalu patah hati.
Patah hati, update blog.
Patah hati, update blog.
Riang hempedu, update blog.
Riang hempedu, update blog.

Semua memori dinukilkan, digores halus atas papan kekunci.
Dicatat ke skrin.
Memori datang dan pergi.
Kadang kadang bila belek blog, tak sangka Najwa Suhaili 2011, 2012, 2013 boleh bersikap aneh sekali.

I am like "Betullah perempuan ni?" HAHA
"Garang dan kereknya you ni?"
"Gila geli baca tulisan you ni"

Well, life is moving. Same goes to my characters and personality wise. :P

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2014.

Banyak cerita pahit.
Lebih pahit dari serbuk kopi.
Biarpun ditambah gula, atau serbuk stevia, manisnya tetap lemas dengan kepahitan.

I was asking God why..
Yet I received no answer.
Sometimes He told me (imagined myself) you know the answer, Najwa.
I bukan baik sangat.
Dosa tu, hari hari buat.

Sedar atau tidak je.

Dari awal Februari 2014- I was babysitted #AmmarK the nephew.
Suka gila I jaga baby. Maybe because I don't have little sister to take care of before?
My adik pun selang 4 tahun.
So, masa dia kecik, I pun kecik.

Entah entah, dok sama berebut susu,

Anyway.

Masa tu, semua terkejut. Keluarga, kawan kawan.
They did not expecting me to be a jobless.
Ya lah. Like I wrote before, people looked at me like I ni cendekiawan bak tumbuh selepas hujan.
Orang pandai.
Padahal I ni ibarat cendawan butang.

Scored many A's for final sem, finally became a babysitter? LOL

Personaliti I, I suka menentang arus.
I don't like it when people put soooo much expectation on me.
So, biar I sajalah yang mematahkan sendi expectation yang tinggi membukit itu.

So, kerja I tahun lepas, menggodek si #AmmarK , membelek-belek tubuh, menggoncang susu, melambung -lambung, mendodoi dan memanjakan dan apa apa jelah yang you nak panggil.

And I called myself as a Classy Baby Sitter and Executive Baby Analysis.

Being a jobless, and then jadi EBA.

Kau tengok kawan kawa semua diserikan dengan gambar gambar pejabat, lunch dengan kawan-kawan. Have a good position.

Banyak masa, aku tak jealous. Sebab being an EBA is my own choice. Was really happy to be a jobless.

#AmmarK tidur, aku tidur.
Bila time dia makan, aku lapar.
Have no time to cook because I was lazy and slept with him when he was sleeping HAHA

Tapi kenapa masa tu kurus? Jaga baby ni ibarat mengangkat dumbbell.


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Tetiba aku nak balik rumah.
Esok I cerita lagi.

Tak sure lah bulan berapa nak sambung.

20/05/2015

UKM KL